I am still alive and breathing. I took a mental blog holiday as I at first was beading like mad and gung ho to photograph my finished pieces. Then at work we moved offices and the karma here isn't what I would call "inspiring". The drive is longer and traffic is more horrific. Plus my biggest bitch is that my fur child Sam has to now stay home on the patio. The morning starts with idiots on the road and then I finally do get to the office and it is full of cigarette smoke! The neighbor makes rugs and they get in around 6AM and I think they just nicotine it up until we show up after 8. My eyes burn and I have found myself coughing more than usual.
So dear ones, I have been in a funk. Had to pay taxes and property tax which cleaned us out monetarily again! T.E.A. (Taxed Enough Already) Starting over, Wheeee....
I am human and I have my moments, not always great but they are at least mine. Friends are in their own worlds doing their own thing. Others are giving half stories and frustrating the hell out of me because I am a "what you see is what you get" kinda person, and not having all the info to make the best decisions for me because other people have agendas or are afraid I might get mad (OMG!) really pisses me off. I consider myself to be open and honest yet finding others like me gets harder and harder to find. I'm not grumpy, just tired and lethargic and am seriously in need of a vacation (which I totally cant afford!). I am just wallowing in frustration and I didn't feel like leaving it here on the blog. So I took a time out and am picking myself up by the sandlestraps (I don't wear boots for bootstraps). My get up and go, got up and left - literally! So lets just say "IT SUCKS!" and move on...
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